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  तेरे इन्तजार मे लगा था बुझ गयी है अब  अगन बाकी तो है नज़र बस दर पे अटकी है लगन बाकी तो है देख सब कुछ लिया कुछ लुभाता ही नहीं तुझे सोचा तो दिल उछला जीवन बाकी तो है उम्र थक थक चली भूख कम कम लगे प्यास तेरी ऐसे जागी  ये तन बाकी तो है कहीं हम ऐसे खोए हैं कि सब अहसास सोए हैं तेरा इक तल्ख ताना हाय चुभन बाकी तो है । तु मुझमे ढल गयी है मैं तुझमें घुल गया हु पर हो जिक्र में कोई भी जलन बाकी तो है | Pankaj Jain 7066045880

on one side

On one side: hunger, thirst, and the weight of shame On the other: my faith, my love, and my own name --- Verse 1 On one side: my heart's innocent, foolish desires On the other: a world that finds faults like fire On one side: inside me, the search for a human soul On the other: this body's needs that take their toll Chorus Repeats --- Verse 2 On one side: a force of my own will has awoken On the other: I find my heart is soft and broken On one side: if I change, everyone will smile at last On the other: in that form, self-hatred holds me fast Chorus Repeats --- Bridge Every step I take, life puts a fork in my way I've only ever wanted one thing, come what may: Say what I think, do what I say, be fully me How long should I fear time's threats repeatedly? --- Final Chorus On one side: hunger, thirst, and the weight of shame On the other: my faith, my love — they stay the same.

keep dreaming

Chorus (Viral Emotional / Loopable): Let dreams come true? We'll talk later, my friend But just dreaming itself? Where's the harm in that? Let's fill today with every color we own I know they break — and yes, it hurts when they're gone But still... let's dream. ✨ --- Verse 1 – Sun & Shadow (Trending Caption Style): Yes, there's sunshine — but I need some shade too Change is what makes living worth going through Rain, and fall, and spring, and all the in-between When your eyes see beauty, every season's a dream --- Verse 2 – Complaint vs. Gratitude: Everyone blames their luck for something small But whatever comes — it's useful after all Happiness has value, but pain is priceless too A broken heart's tear? Morning dew 🌧️ --- Verse 3 – One Friend, One Corner: Isn't it enough — a friend at one turn of the road? Even if for a while, at least some love showed A few moments of love — that's more than enough Who gets a partner for life in this ...

just let it flow

Wherever life goes — just let it flow Time will come to fix the show But for now? Let it shatter, let it go We'll decorate the wounds tomorrow, I know 🥀 --- Verse 1 – The Struggle (Trending Caption Style): Tough seasons come, they always do The more you run, the more they chase you Don't panic — this storm will pass today Just breathe, and let it drift away --- Verse 2 – Home vs. Gold: Everybody leaves home to stack the gold Then cry for the place where they once belonged You keep your riches, your shiny things Just let me go where my heart still sings --- Verse 3 – City of Lies: They see glitter and call it gold That's why villages empty, stories untold Fools will learn the truth someday Just let the city have its way --- Bridge – Viral Hook (For Stories): Pray for the one who's winning right now Maybe tomorrow it's you, somehow Luck fixes itself in strange, strange ways Let it heal — don't force the haze ✨ --- Verse 4 – The Numb Escape: If life's just a m...

catch too much fake

Catch too much fake, lost the real Polished my face 'til I forgot how to feel Smile so bright, but inside? A mess Somewhere shining, my heart confessed 💔 --- Verses (Story/Status ready): Verse 1 – The Hustle New DP, new story, right when I wake Whole day's energy gone in two breaks Glitter on the outside, dust within Smiling so hard — when did the crack begin? Verse 2 – The Upgrade Trap New house, new whip, new drip, new plate Changed so hard that my own walked away Face card never declines, but the soul? Late Shiny on camera — real me? Out of frame Verse 3 – The Escape Ten shots of lies, two sips of truth No time, no peace, no proof of my youth Anger spilled, trust got killed Still serving face — world thinks I'm chilled Verse 4 – The Mask Height, skin, tears — all concealed under glow Why be real for them when they never show? Fake met fake, and the mirror broke Lost my voice while performing a joke --- Hook (Loopable for Reels): Fake fake — caught red-handed Real real —...

stuck to you

Chorus (Trending Emotional): What was me if I stayed away from you? Something of mine was always tangled in you Yeah, I was mad — but never gone Even my anger waited for you to come through 💔 --- Verse – Viral Caption Style: Your thoughts kept chasing me like a song on repeat Not one moment did I ever truly feel complete Couldn't belong to anyone new Heart didn't care — it only knew you --- Pre-Chorus (For Stories/DP): Didn't say your name out loud But inside? Your echo played so proud A quiet hope — just a tiny thread That's the only reason I'm not dead ✨ --- Final Chorus (Extended for Reels): What was love if I walked away from you? Every piece of me stayed stuck to you Mad, yes — but waiting? Always too One soft hope, and I survived Being apart from you? I wasn't ever really alive 🥀

In your name

Years are passing… in your name But my life's stuck frozen — in your name --- Verse 1: My breaths start begging for air My eyes start pouring like rain Every time I glance — in your name My own love robbed me blind Now my pocket's empty — what's left to claim? Gave it all away — in your name --- Verse 2: I carried my hopes in the crowd of the broken Brought them to every market, every street Then ran back home — in your name He doesn't look like everyone else Actually, no one looks alive these days Every movement died — in your name --- Verse 3: I had plans — so many glow-ups Wanted to run so far away But every road just vanished — in your name Years are passing… in your name But my life's been on pause — in your name --- Bridge (soft, sad TikTok audio style): I wanted to change everything I wanted to walk so far But the universe said "nah" All roads led back — to where you are --- Outro (spoken-sing style): Saansein tarasne lagti hai… Aankhein barasne lag...

listen to my heartbeats

Verse 1: Listen to my heartbeat, not just what I say I wish there was someone — but there's no one here From afar, that town of dreamers looked so near Went there just to find — there's no one here I wish there was someone, but there's no one here --- Verse 2: Everyone is lost inside their own small world I keep searching for that place — where there's no one here Every heart has goodness buried deep inside But in all this world, no one's truly bad, my dear Still, I wish there was someone — but there's no one here --- Verse 3: Sleep is broken, all my dreams have disappeared Now there's no worse punishment than living through this fear I tried my best to find some relief my own way But I can't say they're at fault — no, the fault's not clear I just wish there was someone — but there's no one here --- Verse 4: There's no healer for this wound, no remedy my friend No prayer has ever worked — nothing's been sincere Listen to my heartbeat,...

So soon

[So soon, all my illusions fell apart, Who do I lean on now to live this life? Can't even stand with the waves anymore, Just drift along the shores, survive the shore. So soon, all my illusions fell apart, Who do I lean on now to live this life? --- Full English adaptation (verse + chorus) Verse 1: Why did I rise from the shade of my hopes? Into the sun of truth, why did I go? There's nothing green left growing inside me now, Springs will still come — but I'll just watch them go. Chorus: So soon, all my illusions fell apart, Who do I lean on now to live this life? Can't even stand with the waves anymore, Just drift along the shores, survive the shore. Verse 2: How do we walk, and for how long can we go, When the journey demands to know the destination? We're already tired right here, you know — How do we carry on, just push through slow? Chorus: So soon, all my illusions fell apart, Who do I lean on now to live this life? Can't even stand with the waves anymore,...

I am looking for me

Chorus (×2): Every time I come to my senses — I'm looking for me Every excuse, every reason — I'm looking for me Couldn't catch my breath anywhere, not for a moment's grace Been a whole lifetime now — I'm looking for me --- Verse 1 Searched every corner, every temple, every wine-stained room Every address, every hiding place, every glowing tomb Promises of duty, loyalty, or faith's own chain Every story ever told — I'm looking for me again Verse 2 Never found a thing in power, never found a thing in wit All my trials taught me nothing — I still don't fit Why complain, my master? You're the one I see But every time you come and go — I'm looking for me Bridge If I can't be true to myself, how can I be true to you? Why search for myself in strangers — tell me, what's that do? Verse 3 Poetry — the laughing, crying verses, every ghazal's plea Every melody, every tune — I'm still looking for me Outro – Chorus (soft, longing) Every time ...

shops of religion

Shops of religion, trading in the divine Every street's got a billboard — crossing every line Preachers' lips are moving, but the soul is gone God's just a product now — turn the volume on --- Verse 1 No more silence on the lips where prayers used to live Now it's slander for a price — take whatever you can give Why's the world still racing on the roads meant for the Lord? His own soldiers can't tell victory from a broken sword Pre-chorus God gave through silence — asked for nothing back Either you're a liar, brother, or the truth is what you lack Chorus Shops of religion, trading in the divine Every street's got a billboard — crossing every line Preachers' lips are moving, but the soul is gone God's just a product now — turn the volume on --- Verse 2 Crowds don't care for faith — don't care for who makes the rules They just love a circus — crowds of watching fools Locking God in temples, locking God in a mosque too That's the real mi...

girl like rains

Chorus (×2): She's like a sweet, sleepy night — no cap, she's the vibe Left me soaked and dripping like a rainstorm inside She touched my hand for the first time — and I just knew My whole locket opened up, she ate and left no clue That girl's a whole vibe check from above Soaked me fr — call her my rain-filled love --- Verse 1 A sweet, sleepy night kinda girl — I'm not okay She rain-stormed through my life and washed my blues away First time her fingers grazed mine, I felt some type of way Like my soul just swiped right on a can't-complain kinda day Her touch — something flowed from my skin to hers, no cap First time my eyes and breath ever turned into a map Of smoke and wonder — yeah, she ate and left no crumbs Now I'm down bad, counting heartbeats like dumb dumb drums Pre-chorus How'd she slip inside my locked doors with no key? How'd she slide past my sanity and grab all of me? I was walking on God's roads, minding my own lane Now she's livin...

photo tell lies

Verse 1 Grief keeps changing its disguise But grief remains behind the eyes The world may stop, may let me be But I’m still here — the same lonely me Verse 2 What I got, I still resent I keep moving, never bent If I pause for just a breath I turn self-pity into death Pre-chorus With every breath, a question burns Its answer twists, returns, returns Chorus Grief keeps changing its disguise But grief remains beneath the skies The world may stop its cruelty But I remain — the grief, the me. Verse 3 Day and night, I weave a thread To trap the world in what I’ve said But first I trap myself inside The very net where hopes go dried Bridge The ones you’re angry with — they dream They flicker too, a broken gleam You’re alive, so they breathe too That’s the cruel joke — for me, for you Verse 4 Why this caravan of fear? Why complaint and longing near? Because each dawn, desires begin A silent, endless, losing spin Outro (spoken-sung softly) Grief keeps changing its disguise… But grief remains. T...

Grief remains

Verse 1 Grief keeps changing its disguise But grief remains behind the eyes The world may stop, may let me be But I’m still here — the same lonely me Verse 2 What I got, I still resent I keep moving, never bent If I pause for just a breath I turn self-pity into death Pre-chorus With every breath, a question burns Its answer twists, returns, returns Chorus Grief keeps changing its disguise But grief remains beneath the skies The world may stop its cruelty But I remain — the grief, the me. Verse 3 Day and night, I weave a thread To trap the world in what I’ve said But first I trap myself inside The very net where hopes go dried Bridge The ones you’re angry with — they dream They flicker too, a broken gleam You’re alive, so they breathe too That’s the cruel joke — for me, for you Verse 4 Why this caravan of fear? Why complaint and longing near? Because each dawn, desires begin A silent, endless, losing spin Outro (spoken-sung softly) Grief keeps changing its disguise… But grief remains. T...

turning back is not easy

Verse 1 Turning back is not easy, moving forward is hard to do, And I can’t even stand still — this time is a killer, so cruel. Trampling over my very being, time just keeps on passing by, Each passing moment leaves me humiliated in this life. Still, I’m standing where I was — even if I wished to walk ahead, The path would deceive me if I moved just a step ahead. I don’t know what that obsession is, why my heart refuses to bend, And I can’t even stand still — this time is a killer, my friend. --- Verse 2 Something inside me keeps holding on, I don’t know why, A strange, unknown fear keeps growing — no need to falsify. It’s helplessness that I don’t understand, but surely there is something more, I don’t say fate is God, but something’s there for sure. Look — chains around my feet, and yet a shoreline in my sight, And I can’t even stand still — this time’s a killer, just not right. --- Verse 3 I’ll do only what feels right, what truly pleases my heart, I’m not the one who shuts their ey...

no faith left

: No Faith Left (Verse 1) Nobody trusts anyone, that's plain to see And yet there's no shortage of company Someone feels right for a month, maybe two Then it turns out wrong—but never untrue (Pre-Chorus) What did we come for? What did we gain? Everything's here, but the one thing that remains— That one real touch, the heart still needs Is the very thing that never feeds (Chorus) Let them go, all the ones who stay Trust takes time that slips away One honest word, one fragile line— Maybe that moment isn't mine (Verse 2) Why run so fast, just to break again? We know what we're hunting now—it's not there, my friend Fight or laugh or cry alone But emptiness? No—not in my home (Bridge) I've got friends, I've got enemies too But strangers? No, not one in view Still, nobody trusts—not me, not you And the crowd keeps growing—what else is new? (Outro – repeated line) Nobody trusts anyone, that's plain to see And still, no shortage of company…

the rain that nowhere flowd

The Rain That Nowhere Flows" (Verse 1 – Low, breathy vocals over sparse piano) Somehow I try to convince my own heart, That the pain I held has played its part. Every stumble carved me, shaped me slow— "Look," I whisper, "now I've learned to grow." (Pre-chorus – Slightly building, strings enter) But what’s the use, you wretched fate? Every tear, every ache—for no one's sake. I was just the dull grey water of the rain, Spilling sideways, never finding main. (Chorus – Vocal cracks slightly, piano chords wide) What does understanding ever truly give? What do we lose? What do we even live? Breaths keep coming, time just bleeds and goes, And the fool in me keeps filling pages—no one knows. (Verse 2 – Softer, like a tired confession) After every lesson, still I kneel, Thinking meaning must be somewhere real. But the mirror shows a ghost, and then it's gone— Just a wanderer who learned to carry on. (Outro – Fading, single piano note repeated) The rain that...

so loot me now

Chorus (loud, anthemic, shouting) So loot me now, I'm right here, world Take your shot — I'm already unfurled Crowns are fake, the curtains fall I came into this world with nothing at all You hate that I'm honest? Good. That's fine I'm not your mirror — I'm just mine --- Verse 1 (spoken-sung, sneering, low energy but building) You wear your pretty lies like clothes I stand here bleeding through my nose You say "cover up, be civilized" I was born naked, and I'm not surprised Ribbons, medals, titles, chains All just washing off in the rain You bow to thrones made out of sand I just keep one coin in my hand --- Pre-chorus (tense, bass-driven, whispered) Stars are scared to fall apart Me? I'm just a speck with a reckless heart --- Chorus (full band crashes in — loud, cathartic) So loot me now, I'm right here, world Take your shot — I'm already unfurled Crowns are fake, the curtains fall I came into this world with nothing at all You hate th...

Everybody knows

Chorus: The flower never said the scent was in its name But still the world keeps turning, and the air still knows the same The sky don't boast its height, the sea don't speak its depth And still you feel the ocean with the very first breath Let them wait for proof—it comes without a word The quietest river is the one most heard --- Verse 1: I never told the garden, "Look how I unfold" I never asked the evening, "Have my colors turned to gold?" The stars don't sign their work across the darkened hill And yet the night remembers—and the morning will --- Pre-Chorus: The sun just rises slowly, doesn't knock upon the door But nobody mistakes the light for something they ignore --- Chorus: The flower never said the scent was in its name But still the world keeps turning, and the air still knows the same The sky don't boast its height, the sea don't speak its depth And still you feel the ocean with the very first breath Let them wait for proof—it c...

Song Title: It's Pointless Anyway

Chorus: Laughing is pointless, crying is the same Nothing really matters in this wandering game They say it’s all a circle, just shadow and sun But if losing is meaningless, then nothing’s ever won So I’ll make a little meaning from the hollow and the gray Even though it’s pointless anyway --- Verse 1: We drink the bitter sorrow, we choke it down with pride Then wonder why the teardrops always find the rising tide I could soak my eyes till morning, let the river have its way But drowning has no purpose—so I’ll laugh and walk away --- Pre-Chorus: What if I try too hard? What if I never move? The ones who break their backs for change have nothing left to prove And the ones who sleep through fire—well, their nights are quiet too So either road is hollow, so which lie should I choose? --- Chorus: Laughing is pointless, crying is the same Nothing really matters in this wandering game They say it’s all a circle, just shadow and sun But if losing is meaningless, then nothing’s ever won So I’l...