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In your name

Years are passing… in your name But my life's stuck frozen — in your name --- Verse 1: My breaths start begging for air My eyes start pouring like rain Every time I glance — in your name My own love robbed me blind Now my pocket's empty — what's left to claim? Gave it all away — in your name --- Verse 2: I carried my hopes in the crowd of the broken Brought them to every market, every street Then ran back home — in your name He doesn't look like everyone else Actually, no one looks alive these days Every movement died — in your name --- Verse 3: I had plans — so many glow-ups Wanted to run so far away But every road just vanished — in your name Years are passing… in your name But my life's been on pause — in your name --- Bridge (soft, sad TikTok audio style): I wanted to change everything I wanted to walk so far But the universe said "nah" All roads led back — to where you are --- Outro (spoken-sing style): Saansein tarasne lagti hai… Aankhein barasne lag...
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listen to my heartbeats

Verse 1: Listen to my heartbeat, not just what I say I wish there was someone — but there's no one here From afar, that town of dreamers looked so near Went there just to find — there's no one here I wish there was someone, but there's no one here --- Verse 2: Everyone is lost inside their own small world I keep searching for that place — where there's no one here Every heart has goodness buried deep inside But in all this world, no one's truly bad, my dear Still, I wish there was someone — but there's no one here --- Verse 3: Sleep is broken, all my dreams have disappeared Now there's no worse punishment than living through this fear I tried my best to find some relief my own way But I can't say they're at fault — no, the fault's not clear I just wish there was someone — but there's no one here --- Verse 4: There's no healer for this wound, no remedy my friend No prayer has ever worked — nothing's been sincere Listen to my heartbeat,...

So soon

[So soon, all my illusions fell apart, Who do I lean on now to live this life? Can't even stand with the waves anymore, Just drift along the shores, survive the shore. So soon, all my illusions fell apart, Who do I lean on now to live this life? --- Full English adaptation (verse + chorus) Verse 1: Why did I rise from the shade of my hopes? Into the sun of truth, why did I go? There's nothing green left growing inside me now, Springs will still come — but I'll just watch them go. Chorus: So soon, all my illusions fell apart, Who do I lean on now to live this life? Can't even stand with the waves anymore, Just drift along the shores, survive the shore. Verse 2: How do we walk, and for how long can we go, When the journey demands to know the destination? We're already tired right here, you know — How do we carry on, just push through slow? Chorus: So soon, all my illusions fell apart, Who do I lean on now to live this life? Can't even stand with the waves anymore,...

I am looking for me

Chorus (×2): Every time I come to my senses — I'm looking for me Every excuse, every reason — I'm looking for me Couldn't catch my breath anywhere, not for a moment's grace Been a whole lifetime now — I'm looking for me --- Verse 1 Searched every corner, every temple, every wine-stained room Every address, every hiding place, every glowing tomb Promises of duty, loyalty, or faith's own chain Every story ever told — I'm looking for me again Verse 2 Never found a thing in power, never found a thing in wit All my trials taught me nothing — I still don't fit Why complain, my master? You're the one I see But every time you come and go — I'm looking for me Bridge If I can't be true to myself, how can I be true to you? Why search for myself in strangers — tell me, what's that do? Verse 3 Poetry — the laughing, crying verses, every ghazal's plea Every melody, every tune — I'm still looking for me Outro – Chorus (soft, longing) Every time ...

shops of religion

Shops of religion, trading in the divine Every street's got a billboard — crossing every line Preachers' lips are moving, but the soul is gone God's just a product now — turn the volume on --- Verse 1 No more silence on the lips where prayers used to live Now it's slander for a price — take whatever you can give Why's the world still racing on the roads meant for the Lord? His own soldiers can't tell victory from a broken sword Pre-chorus God gave through silence — asked for nothing back Either you're a liar, brother, or the truth is what you lack Chorus Shops of religion, trading in the divine Every street's got a billboard — crossing every line Preachers' lips are moving, but the soul is gone God's just a product now — turn the volume on --- Verse 2 Crowds don't care for faith — don't care for who makes the rules They just love a circus — crowds of watching fools Locking God in temples, locking God in a mosque too That's the real mi...

girl like rains

Chorus (×2): She's like a sweet, sleepy night — no cap, she's the vibe Left me soaked and dripping like a rainstorm inside She touched my hand for the first time — and I just knew My whole locket opened up, she ate and left no clue That girl's a whole vibe check from above Soaked me fr — call her my rain-filled love --- Verse 1 A sweet, sleepy night kinda girl — I'm not okay She rain-stormed through my life and washed my blues away First time her fingers grazed mine, I felt some type of way Like my soul just swiped right on a can't-complain kinda day Her touch — something flowed from my skin to hers, no cap First time my eyes and breath ever turned into a map Of smoke and wonder — yeah, she ate and left no crumbs Now I'm down bad, counting heartbeats like dumb dumb drums Pre-chorus How'd she slip inside my locked doors with no key? How'd she slide past my sanity and grab all of me? I was walking on God's roads, minding my own lane Now she's livin...

photo tell lies

Verse 1 Grief keeps changing its disguise But grief remains behind the eyes The world may stop, may let me be But I’m still here — the same lonely me Verse 2 What I got, I still resent I keep moving, never bent If I pause for just a breath I turn self-pity into death Pre-chorus With every breath, a question burns Its answer twists, returns, returns Chorus Grief keeps changing its disguise But grief remains beneath the skies The world may stop its cruelty But I remain — the grief, the me. Verse 3 Day and night, I weave a thread To trap the world in what I’ve said But first I trap myself inside The very net where hopes go dried Bridge The ones you’re angry with — they dream They flicker too, a broken gleam You’re alive, so they breathe too That’s the cruel joke — for me, for you Verse 4 Why this caravan of fear? Why complaint and longing near? Because each dawn, desires begin A silent, endless, losing spin Outro (spoken-sung softly) Grief keeps changing its disguise… But grief remains. T...