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the rain that nowhere flowd

The Rain That Nowhere Flows" (Verse 1 – Low, breathy vocals over sparse piano) Somehow I try to convince my own heart, That the pain I held has played its part. Every stumble carved me, shaped me slow— "Look," I whisper, "now I've learned to grow." (Pre-chorus – Slightly building, strings enter) But what’s the use, you wretched fate? Every tear, every ache—for no one's sake. I was just the dull grey water of the rain, Spilling sideways, never finding main. (Chorus – Vocal cracks slightly, piano chords wide) What does understanding ever truly give? What do we lose? What do we even live? Breaths keep coming, time just bleeds and goes, And the fool in me keeps filling pages—no one knows. (Verse 2 – Softer, like a tired confession) After every lesson, still I kneel, Thinking meaning must be somewhere real. But the mirror shows a ghost, and then it's gone— Just a wanderer who learned to carry on. (Outro – Fading, single piano note repeated) The rain that...
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so loot me now

Chorus (loud, anthemic, shouting) So loot me now, I'm right here, world Take your shot — I'm already unfurled Crowns are fake, the curtains fall I came into this world with nothing at all You hate that I'm honest? Good. That's fine I'm not your mirror — I'm just mine --- Verse 1 (spoken-sung, sneering, low energy but building) You wear your pretty lies like clothes I stand here bleeding through my nose You say "cover up, be civilized" I was born naked, and I'm not surprised Ribbons, medals, titles, chains All just washing off in the rain You bow to thrones made out of sand I just keep one coin in my hand --- Pre-chorus (tense, bass-driven, whispered) Stars are scared to fall apart Me? I'm just a speck with a reckless heart --- Chorus (full band crashes in — loud, cathartic) So loot me now, I'm right here, world Take your shot — I'm already unfurled Crowns are fake, the curtains fall I came into this world with nothing at all You hate th...

Everybody knows

Chorus: The flower never said the scent was in its name But still the world keeps turning, and the air still knows the same The sky don't boast its height, the sea don't speak its depth And still you feel the ocean with the very first breath Let them wait for proof—it comes without a word The quietest river is the one most heard --- Verse 1: I never told the garden, "Look how I unfold" I never asked the evening, "Have my colors turned to gold?" The stars don't sign their work across the darkened hill And yet the night remembers—and the morning will --- Pre-Chorus: The sun just rises slowly, doesn't knock upon the door But nobody mistakes the light for something they ignore --- Chorus: The flower never said the scent was in its name But still the world keeps turning, and the air still knows the same The sky don't boast its height, the sea don't speak its depth And still you feel the ocean with the very first breath Let them wait for proof—it c...

Song Title: It's Pointless Anyway

Chorus: Laughing is pointless, crying is the same Nothing really matters in this wandering game They say it’s all a circle, just shadow and sun But if losing is meaningless, then nothing’s ever won So I’ll make a little meaning from the hollow and the gray Even though it’s pointless anyway --- Verse 1: We drink the bitter sorrow, we choke it down with pride Then wonder why the teardrops always find the rising tide I could soak my eyes till morning, let the river have its way But drowning has no purpose—so I’ll laugh and walk away --- Pre-Chorus: What if I try too hard? What if I never move? The ones who break their backs for change have nothing left to prove And the ones who sleep through fire—well, their nights are quiet too So either road is hollow, so which lie should I choose? --- Chorus: Laughing is pointless, crying is the same Nothing really matters in this wandering game They say it’s all a circle, just shadow and sun But if losing is meaningless, then nothing’s ever won So I’l...

Life is a Marathon Race

Life is a Marathon Race Life is a long, long race, you see, Leave others behind, just let them be. Let them go ahead, don't chase the crowd, Don't race at the start, don't push too proud. For now, walk slow, keep your mind clear, But find the right path, have no fear. And when the perfect moment's found, Give all your strength, don't hold your ground. If you rush too fast from the start, You'll stay ahead, but play your part. Soon you'll be tired, gasping for air, When the next turn comes, you'll be nowhere. It's fine to lag, it's fine to fall, But never stop in between it all. You may not win, you may not lead, But don't desert — that's a coward's deed. Life is a long, long race, you see, Leave others behind, just let them be. Let them go ahead, don't chase the crowd, Don't race at the start, don't push too proud. Life is a long, long race, you see, Leave others behind, just let them be. Let them go ahead, don't chase...

Where Have the Simple Answers Gone---

Where Have the Simple Answers Gone --- Verse 1: Lately all these problems have become so tangled and deep Those simple, honest answers — where have they all gone to sleep? Verse 2: There's no will inside the heart, no fire left to start Have any problems ever been solved this way, tell me apart? Chorus: Where have the simple answers gone? Every knot is twisted now The moon's height and the ocean's depth We found them — but lost our common ground somehow Verse 3: How do I believe that man is the finest of all kinds After seeing all the horrors that have happened here in time? Verse 4: Let a stranger judge my worth — I don't care what they see In their own eyes, everyone has become their own deity Verse 5: Why this complaint that what we got is less than what we dreamed? All the things that had to happen — where the hell have they been deemed? Bridge: Everyone looks out through windows at the world on every side But no one truly knows the home in which they live inside Ve...

Afraid of myself

Afraid of Myself --- Verse 1: Afraid of my own self I am – if I leave, where do I go? I don't know why it feels this way – if I leave, where do I go? Verse 2: I keep a distance from my own heart, just to pass the time This heart feels like a tangled house – if I leave, where do I go? Chorus: Afraid of myself, I don't know why Every road looks like goodbye Tell me now, before I break – If I leave, where do I go? Verse 3: Whoever comes will tear me through like a sieve of pain Every human feels like a knife – if I leave, where do I go? Verse 4: In this long failure, blame me if you want, accuse me too Everything falls on my own head – if I leave, where do I go? Chorus: Afraid of myself, I don't know why Every road looks like goodbye Tell me now, before I break – If I leave, where do I go? Verse 5: Strange home, crying skies, lonely city all the time If all of this feels like a weight – if I leave, where do I go? Verse 6: Someone who's right here with me – I don't even...